- Twelveth Blood Butterfly-

Finally. EOY Cosplay Convention 2006 is finished. This armourless swordsman has returned to Prontera to rest.

WHUAAA. SO TIRED @_@ I feel like flopping down and playing dead right now. But. I got homework. So. Can't. Anyways.

Last night slept at 1 am, woke up at 7 am, left the house at 9 am, got to my friend's place at 10. There, I prepared everything, also giving up on my armor. Then, we left at 12. Reached there around 12 +? Gathered and ENTERED the hall at 1:30. Reported to the voting booth to actually say that "Team RO 2006 is here~!" And yeah. Went backstage.

WHUAA. I was SO nervous. But. Yeah. I saw some characters. They were so cool *_*; Like Vincent from FF7AC. I started poking, actually, I asked him if I could hold his gun. And i did. And I was all.. ":O!!!" ish. It was awesome. And then, yeah. There was this guy.. Raphael from Soul Calibur. His blade was SO Shiny. *-*~ I was all. "Ooh." so from then on, I called him Mr. Shiny. HE CAN BALLROOM DANCE. So yeah. I bothered ALOT ALOT of unknown people. Like that Nekozawa and Tamaki from Ouran. I started Poking them and they STARED at me. Like NORMS. EWWW. So yeah. Then we acted. I sorta screwed up a line, but yeah. I comprimised. And stuff. Yeah. So. Yeah. THats what kinda happened.

Now, I'm all @__________@ --> x.x --> z.z;;; ish.
I met lots and ltos of friends there, yo. And was like o_O; and and and i saw my Manga teacher. It was like WHOA. Go [ http://sgcafe.com ]. And check it out and stuff.

I had a long day. Yet so little post. I must lack knowledge of stuff. Or don't remember. Or tired. Or stuff. But yeah. I'll throw pictures one day.

ONE DAY.

- Eleventh Blood Butterfly -

Well. Today. I went to... City Hall at 6:30 + for practice. We did a few runs, did some 'pose discussion' and stuff like that, so don't expect much. Only High Priestess, Assassin, Monk and Sting and I went for today's meeting. Tomorrow, Acolyte will join us. High Wizard will be busy until Friday (NOOOOO) Cosplay's on the Saturday. So. Yeah. But that went well.

I reached home just a few minutes ago. Now its going to be 11. I got home at... 10:15? Yeah, around there. and my friend, Keita, asked me something about what I want for my wedding.

You know, HONESTLY. I haven't thought about it.
Thats not that important to me yet.
....
...
..
Is it?

WELL. I haven't had much thought about it, but I can offer you this.

I want to cosplay on my wedding.
Heck,
I want EVERYONE to cosplay at my wedding. I don't want it to be a me-only thing. Or Me and Mr. Right thing only. It'll be too boring. Well, its me now. I know, my wedding dress, I want it to be like.. Lolita Dressish. And CONFIRM, I want WINGS on mine. White, angelic wings. Halos aren't nesscary. And The flowers I hold, I want them golden. I want my wedding in a cathedral. Thoses really grand ones. Maybe that one at Orchard.. my school's history crap place.. uhh.. CHIJ..Chimes? What? Ah, heck, there. Or maybe go overseas just to get married, I don't know. Whereever it is, I want it in a cathedral. A really nice one. With at least some people cosplaying. That will be nice.

I want my life to be everything butordinary.


Because being normal sucks.

- Tenth Blood Butterfly -

iFuture lauch rocks. =3 It was totally awesome. Right now, its 11:37 PM, got home roughly about 11 PM? Well anyways. Today.

This morning, I was at Project Vibrant Colours charity thingie. We sold cookies while trying to raise funds for St. Luke's Elder Care Centre.

Then i came home early to get ready and stuff to meet my friend at Novena MRT.
And so we did. Apparently there were other 2 people too. And Doctor, who was an Infocomm Ambassador too, thought the same as did. And this was it: "If AJ-chan told us to meet here, half an hour isn't enough to get there." But to my surprise, even if we got there late, it was fine. o_O;

So we were at the science centre. And we were given this weird card thingies, which would be further mentioned, and then we went in. So we saw like these dressed up guys in stilts. Walking around and stuff. I was honestly so afraid of them x_x!!!! but, none the less, I managed a "HI!", then shaked their hands. And Ran-ran, Lani, AJ-chan , Doctor (<- Infocomm Abassadors) and Jo-jo (Extra guy) was all like 'rofl'. BUT THEY WERE SO TALL. The people on the stilts, that is. Then we walked furthur down and saw some 'lame' people. I mean, they were acting lame. Lame as in can't walk. Thats okay, but they had weird hair and weird costume, it made them look really scary. Once again, i managed a "Hi, doesn't that hurt?" Cos like, they guys were placing support on the canes that support your whole arm. WELL. Then he began to follow me a bit, until I went.
"Do you need help?"
"..."
".."
"Have a nice day"
"^_^ OKAY~!"
Then i ran past the people who just stood there and acted like statues. I REALLY REALLY am afraid of those. I ran past them, screaming. So... thenthenthen, we went into the exhibition. We saw really cool things, like pressing a button and something move, or or that virtual wall spray paint thingie. And then there was this virtual golf. Its all having to hold something irl and affecting the screen in one way or another. Yeah. So there were x-box games and stuff, and some physcial game that appears on TV, then there was this transport thing. It was like, you stand on it, and how you place your weight suggest which direction you are moving. So yeah, that was totally awesome.

So after that, we had this auditorium we had to sit in,and list to speech. And the president 'teleported' in, they they showed.. flashy lights, literally. And there, they show the use of holographic stuff, and like human interacting with 3D, inside a screen. It was cute. And at the last part, they showed us their little 'kites' with motors on them, and they zoomed over our heads. It was SO SO COOL.

Then, then, then,we went over to iSpace for Dinner. And saw ALLLL the scary people there too.
o first thing in my mind "Lets go look at something else, please,pleaseplease." But, of course, with friends around. I don't mind. And that pretend crippled guy came up and talk to me again ^_^ Even though greeted with a "YOU AGAIN?!" XD;;
So yeah, the fun part was checking out all the cool stuff. I get to cling onto someone again~! Miss doing that, hoenstly. Might upload some pictures later. I'm blank blank at the moment.

Watching Loveless. >_>. <3 its so cyooote.

- Nineth Blood Butterfly -

On the 8th of December 2006, from 1/2 pm all the way to 6 pm, I had a cosplay rehearsal with my RO EOY team 2006.

Well. It was kinda that time I was out.

I remember telling everyone: Cosplay meeting is at 1 to 6. There were .. 6 of us. Me (Swordsman), Acolyte, Sohee, Monk, High Priestess and High Wizard.

Monk went there at 12 noon due to my sudden massive text messages to everyone at 11 saying "Remember, cosplay meeting in 2 hours time.". High Wizard and Sohee kinda got there on time. On the train there, I got a message from my High Priestess and acolyte that they'll both be late. Then again, so was I. I reached about... 1:30+? Or earlier. Anyways.

So we went to find food. I eat before I came out. Acolyte, who was with her sister, had lunch too. And so did our High Priestess. (well, well. See why we are late.) So we went to takashimaya to get food. Our walk. Was made out of laughter and stares. And during that lunch break we had, we had drink too (well DUH). And my sprite turned into blue potion. And there was white potion and stuff. We called town prontera, too. Oi. I'm an RO geek and I'm proud of it. Except, I care more about the beauty half of RO.
While in Taka, we bought some stuff. Well. High Wizzie bought her magick gem, head for her staff. And Aco bought.. Christmas Present for her daddy. And after that, we went back to Orchard MRT station. There, we hid behind the lift, and did some pratice.

"OH LOOK. AN INTRESTING CAVE. LETS GO EXPLORE IT!"
"But its dangerous."
"Oh. Who cares?"

Yeah. So pratice went on and on, then we rested. ran around that space. Aco went home. High Priestess went home, so the rest of us went to Gonyun. Aka. Chinatown. HighWiz went to get material, the others had coconut and sausague. And I was all. ":)" but was "x__x" and then we all turned "X___x;;;" so we all went home.

Assassin came over after that. Told her what happened then we did her weapon. Or template, anyways. Turned out good.

Can't wait for 16th December 2006.
Singaporeans, End of the Year 2006 Cosplay Convention is at Singapore EXPO. So BE there.

- Eighth Blood Butterfly -

Uhm, yay, I'm back from China and i missed heckalots of things in Singapore. First there's Manga class (i think its going to be due soon..) then there's the Infocomm Anniversary thing I completely missed. But hey. I had a FUN time in China. Now, hear my story.

Monday, we went to Haikou.
Tuesday, we went to Hainan Island and went to visit my damnit assh- sorry. I meant my DEAREST cousins who shun my mother's family when they were younger because they were poor. AND WHY WERE THEY POOR? Because my DEAR uncle and aunts and fr- no no, pain in the a- better not..NICE cousins decided to STEAL ALL THE CASH from my GREATGRANDDAD'S successful buisness and run away. So anyways, they were NICE to us, LITERALLY BOWING at our feet at the sight of CASH. So we went to pray to my belated greatgranddad, give prayers and stuff, and apparently, the feng shui there was the WORST and someone planted a tree at a particular spot to SPITE my granddad. How great can they get? And we bought sweets and candies for them too. Digusting village. All they do is gamble and pray money falls from skies.
Wednesday, we went to sanya. went to visit this HUGE goddess of mercy with three heads.
Thursday, we went to some beach place and see some rocks you can catch at telok kuraoi. Or where ever my stepdad says. Then we went to some mountain with some history of this man who hunts this deer and this deer ran and ran until that mountain and when that hunter was about to shoot it, that deer turned around and turned into some beautiful woman and they married and stuff. So, there is one tree there, that you can find anywhere, is called the "Tree of Friendship". And theres this rock, with this HUGE chinese word- the tradition word "Ai(love)", and its called the Rock of Love. I was totaly.. "..." at that point of time.
So those four days. Fabulous, sat in the car most of the time, ate something bad.
Fell ill.
Migraine.
Fantastic.

Friday, i STILL COULD GO TO HONG KONG DISNEYLAND. Wohoo. Exciting. I nearly FAINTED halfway, bloody exciting. But I did take a picture with that Mulan dragon, Wushu. Or something. Mushu. Roshu..Lulashu. SOMETHING.

Wait.. today is Sunday I came home YESTERDAY morn- well whatever.
There was this last day I had to sleep in the hotel because Shenzhen outside was having a shivering degrees of 13 degrees celcius. But, hey, I was shivering under 5 thick layers for no reason. o_o Even on the flight home to singapore. My body was warm. But my hands were cold. Fever, flu, cold, vomit, migraine. Reminds me of that time I went to Malaysia. Same thing happened. Except that when I left, the waterfall collap- okay. Nevermind.

..Shit, this is my most disorganized post.

- Seventh Blood Butterfly -

The skies are so pretty this evening. I want to be together with them.

I'm off to China at 4 am (GMT +8). And its 7 PM at the moment. Just a little while until I actually goes poof. Well, to somewhere else. I'll be close to the skies for 5 hours, while heading off to China. I might actually get to catch the sunrise if I don't rest.

I'll be waiting for that day.

OH! And at my Grandmama's funeral, I forgot to mention what I thought about when I was there. Mommy reminded me so many times about her thoughts. I thought I'd share mine here, since mommy will think I'm silly sharing it with her, since I'm so young.

I want to die in a place of white, I want to look like a doll when I'm dead. Clad me in my favourite Gothic Lolita style, then gather my drawings, my favourite my clothes, and burn it together with me. I want to be cremated. Give me white carnations, just make things really pretty. I don't mind if you don't burn enough golden/silver papers, just burn the white long ones, like I will do for mommy. When you get my ashes, sprinkle it into the sea, into the skies. I want to fly. I want to travel reallly really far, so I can see places I've never seen. Like what I'll do for mommy. I don't want anyone to see me dying- I don't want anyone to cry at my funeral. I want to see a celebration? Oh, and remember to raise my soul before I burn inside the incinerator. I hate heat alot.

I actually don't know how I want my funeral to be.

Well ANYWAYS. LAVANTE DOMINVM IS UP ^__^; RPer's, writers, GO JOIN. http://lavante.phpbb3.net. I'm just inviting one and all~! Its kinda new. So bear with me, okay?

Oh, and just now, I was taking pictures of myself with my webcamera =3 Here~!



Haha. <3
Well. I don't know what to write/rant/complain about for now.
Or I can't seem to fit it in nicely.
"I went for tution today, and cried before because I didn't want to go."

Anyways. Kay. Time to go~
Ja-ne, Minna-san.

.: Pitiful Shadows cloaked in darkness, Thy actions cause men pain and suffering. Thy hollow soul drowns in thy sins. How would you like to see what death is like? :.

- Sixth Blood Butterfly -

Funeral's finally over. Time for some z's.

Today, I went to collect my Grandmama's ashes. And her bones have 'flowers', stating that she have done good deeds in her life.
Anyways, no more about funeral stuff.
I AM SO TIRED. SO SO TIRED. Keeping me in place would just drift me off into wonderland again. But meh, that isn't the problem to me.

Okay, I just made a new forum, after leaving Red Rose Vertigo made by my best fwen, Tsuki-chan. And it's more or less still undone. I'm still wondering how everything should be going about, and theres no doubt that I'd most probably only be Rping in the more important events. For my new forum, I plan to get people from Gaia and IRC to come into the forum to Roleplay. And the previous forums as well.

And lately, I feel damnit depressed that there are some moments, I just feel like breaking dowm, or tearing things aparts. The boundless energy in me just screams for release. Well. I don't know. Just want to sleep. Goodnight.

.: Pitiful Shadows cloaked in darkness, Thy actions cause men pain and suffering. Thy hollow soul drowns in thy sins. How would you like to see what death is like? :.