Thursday, March 15

- Twenty-fourth blood butterfly -

I am. So tired. So dead. I am so tired.

Well. Baiscally, I'm not remembering stuff now, but yesterday was White Day and I had free times to compose three songs without proper music- just the lyrics itself. Its a bit emo or every I don't really care, if you don't please don't read. Kae. The song closest to this is not finish, i have a feeling its lacking-- alot. So. Yay. <3 Shinobinaki and Onii-sama, Onee-sama, Arigatou gozaimasu. =3

[Lyrics] I had a dream- Aishiteru.

*[I had a dream, to be loved forever,
I had a dream that I'll finally found you
And in that dream, I was in your arms.
You were kissing me down my neck
and telling me "I love you" ]

Aishiteru.

And that day came...
When I did found you.
But things were not the same.
I was trying to hold you close.
You were cold like ice.
But you clamied you love me so.

Things are so much difficult
-How do I explain this to you?

*[I had a dream, to be loved forever,
I had a dream that I'll finally found you
And in that dream, I was in your arms.
You were kissing me down my neck
and telling me "I love you" ]

Aishiteru

So slowly, I'll try to let you understand,
So slowly, I'll let you know.
The person in me,
And the goals that I have.
I'll let you know.
Slowly, but definately.

*[I had a dream, to be loved forever,
I had a dream that I'll finally found you
And in that dream, I was in your arms.
You were kissing me down my neck
and telling me "I love you" ]

..Aishiteru.

[Lyrics] Onii-sama, Onee-sama, Arigatou Gozaimasu


*Onii-sama, Onee-sama
arigatou gozaimasu
For being there for me.
Everyday of my life.



When I'm crying,
When i wanna be held
Your warmth, your comfort,
Will always be there.
and you wiped my tears
and you told me
it'll be alright.


Did you know how much that changed my life?


(*Onii-sama, Onee-sama
arigatou gozaimasu
For being there for me.
Everyday of my life.) x 2



When things don't go right
And I'm really pissed
Summoning a masscare
Wishing that you're all dead
You were there.
You changed my life
You told me it was all right.
and that you cared.


(*Onii-sama, Onee-sama
arigatou gozaimasu
For being there for me.
Everyday of my life.) x 2


Onii-sama, Onee-sama,
Arigatou Gozaimasu
For being there for me
When the world was with me
When things started to smile
When things were at their peak
You were still there with me.
You didn't left me alone to smile
by myself.


(*Onii-sama, Onee-sama
arigatou gozaimasu
For being there for me.
Everyday of my life.) x 2



Onii-sama, Onee-sama, arigatou gozaimasu.
For being when I'm happy
For being there when i cry.
For being there for me
Everyday,
Everyday, in my life.

[Lyrics] Shinobinaki (Silent Tears)

I never knew how different I was
until I started crying about it.
I never expected things to be like this
but I can't change it.
And I wished I could.


Did you ever knew that I wished I was the same
like the rest of you?
But its too hard to be like you
Its too hard for me--
I'm suffering silently.




* Shinobinaki,
Silent tears.
I'm crying, I'm crying
but you can't hear me.
Please, I beg you
Don't leave me hanging.



There has been times where things are so
unexpected.
And I just don't know what to do
Its too hard to pursue,
Its too scary to be alone.


And then I went wishing,
That things will be alright.
Things will go as I want.
And it did
But I can't handle the silent pain.


* Shinobinaki,
Silent tears.
I'm crying, I'm crying
but you can't hear me.
Please, I beg you
Don't leave me hanging.


Shinobinaki (silent tears)...
Shinobinaki...


I never knew how different I was
until I started crying about it
I never expected things to be like this
But I can't change it
And I wish I could


And then I went wishing
That things will be alright
Things will go as I want
and it did.
But I can't handle the silent pain.


* Shinobinaki,
Silent tears.
I'm crying, I'm crying
but you can't hear me.
Please, I beg you
Don't leave me hanging.


Shinobinaki... silent tears...
Shinobi...


..naki.